No SEX!

I think he realizes something has changed. Hell yea it's changed. I used to be a love sick puppy waiting for him to love me back but now I don't care, at all. I found an old journal from when I was pregnant. Most of the entries included something about how bad our relationship was. This has been going on too long. I can't wait to get out of it.

No sex is what he has taken notice of.

I'm about tired of masturbating but that's the only option for now. I fantasize about the day after this relationship is over. I'd call this guy I met recently and we would meet for dinner and drinks. I would drink a little too much on purpose and...

I'll finish this later. He just walked in.